My dear Jacky, One cannot explain the why's, the unanswered questions you have. I believe that some days, with time, only when you're ready, I'm hoping that you may find some answers.... Please know that I'm walking along your side and will always be there for you. We loved Ronnie, he was special in our heart and always will be. Someday we will meet again big guy.... Rest In Peace and save a spot for us, where ever you are. Love you xxxxx